Mixed feelings...

There's something I need to say
But I'll wait for you
There's so many things I need to say
And no one to say them but you
...
Because you
Take me
Make me
Believe
...
I write down all my secrets
But i don't feel self-assured
I swallow them as soon as someone
Enters my bedroom door
...
Please tell me about love
I never really understood that stuff
Days fall into nights
But wrong won't turn to right
...
So what's this life
What's this life we've chosen?
What it would be like
If we started all over again?
...
For how long
How strong do I still have to be?
How come you mean so much to me?
...
And I love you
I love you
I want you
but I fear you…

David Fonseca